<28/4/05>

THAT"S IT. i'm gonna change blog RIGHT NOW> i'm gonna change add and not put my name there. x_X; first guakhee said ehr teacher told her do you noe that i've been readin gyour blogs? and they faster all go password it and stuff.
today liu lao shi mentioned that it's veri easy to get to our blogs which is why so many girls are punished for wad they're writing on their blogs. and i went to yahoo and type blogspot: Chua Hern Hern and got to my blog. die. so bye. i'm gonna change add NOW!!!!!! AND I'M NOT EVEN BOTHERING TO PUT THE TIME OREDI. change add so as to mislead themk. den they blame me how can you do this dot hat isn't this ur blog. i say no. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. BYEeeeee. <26/4/05>

feel veri hungrie.........no energy to type. and btw. my head just dropped. and rolled. onto the ground. lol. no la. but it just collapsed and is currently resting on my own shoulder.
ok. now it's up again but my body still waiwai. hahahahaha.
today popiah.-_-;
then later i go for dance. x_X;. i was busy teaching the others....then i realise onli after audrey(?) danced that wufan teach me a lot of wrong things..... she say when the hands move move move and stay upwards must bend. -_-; which make it lk like egypt dance. then she say is the hand nvr go up. another mistake. then she nvr say must lk at the hands when it goes back. another mistake.
ahhhhhhhh! then dunno why...today i can't breathe. i can'tttt breatheeeee.
as in for dance la. not that i got asthma. how ah...haix. just now i practise a lil. could breathe in a lil more air.
but i guess i was quite tensed today......wif so many ppl....
hahahaha. oh well.
i betta practise my turns before they turn veri ugly.....x_X;
ny festival of arts will sec ones get to participate?:D
aiya.today veri tired. hahaha. sorry. haven't eaten dinner nor lunch nor recess........
x_X;. nvm. hahaha. just found out hello panda has more fatsand kcal and sodium than twisties. so nono. no more hello panda for me. NONO. NOt hello amanda.-_-;
so too hungry to bloggggg. byeeeeee.
oh yar. today during theory hmecons if inally got to measure my waist wif a proper INCH measuring tape. well. i was 25.5inch relaxed. and 24 when i was standing like how i stand during ballet. hahaha...kk. so now goal is to be 24.5 without wadeva....
and i noe wad kinda swimsuit iw ant. i want this BLUE WHOLE PIECE ONE.....wif skirt de. but not those kinda skirt that start from the waist. those are soooo ugly. then got some white stuff...u neo the kind veri common combo...then infront bigbig arena.(i buy my swim stuff from arena........) then at the back got the gym hole..niceeeee. no gym hole also nvm...just have some nice cuts.(:
yayyyy.
that's just a daydream.(:
and i rly rly rly rly rly hope i can dance jiu ren wu nice even if it's temporarily.....
dance my life;;
<6.19PM-Mittwoch>


<25/4/05>

yesterday night leen happily called me and say "tml i skip chinese test nvm right?" -_-; u all acn guess the story then.
today do chromatography paper experiment thingie. HAHAHA. i veri impatient. kp criticising the paper throughout the whole experiment^^
couldn't print ou tite assignment. beg karen to print out for me during lunch and gave her my passie and my id.
failed too.
during lunch went to dance studio. if i'm not wrong, i saw marianne, RIGHT? hahaha. my eyesight isn't THAT GOOD.
my da tiao rite my first jump 180 degrees but teh 2nd jump so lousy!!!!!1
so anw today mr ongie veri funny. hahahahaha. right. let's all go shopping. whee!!!!!
i owe teachers A GREAT BIG LOAD OF HOMEWORK. let me list them down.
1.ite assignment
2.maths journal(haven't print out yet)
3.bullies compre
4.element story
x_X; i'm so naughty. so by today i'm determined to complete EVERY SINGLE THING. plus today's homework. thus i'll clear all my debts. plus debts to be.
anw today i was in the dance studio. chen lao shi ask me to take her bag for her. so i take. so she say thanks. then later she ask me. have you grown taller? (ni zhang gao le ma?) den i gong gong dunno why she ask me dis question. so she say (gan kuai zhang a! gao yi dian) grow faster. taller.
wad is she implying.....-_-; i veri short mehhh.
then later we lian lian lian. then later sec ones stand by side while seniors practise syf. then suddenly she say juan tou fa de!xialai!(CURLY HAIR ONE)
den i didn't noe she toking to me wad. then xinying say hernhern! then i noe.
then i was like me? i tot i was in troubleeeeeeee......x_X
then ok. she wants me to take wufan's place cos wufan quitting. the last person in the jiu ren wu. x_X; then lks easy but so difficult. x_Xx_X;
toughtoughtough
i shall work HARDHARDHARD.
tml gonna go dance studio again.
KAMPATE!
today's practise wif lianghui and gang. some modern dancers. jialing. some other weirdo ppl. was funn.(:
byeeeee. i'm off to clear debts.
dance my life;;
<8.11PM-Tues>


<24/4/05>

just do a quick blog. leen is sick she doesn't noe it but i noe it. wadevaaa.
nvr bring books for german share wif natalie. score veri low for german.
busy studying for chinese. that's why i seem so breathless.
ripped florence's cd into half. lol...no la. just rip the music into my com. FIR!!!!1 tong ming zhuan ji. their first album. she's gonna lend me wuxian soon
today eli yunyi xk busy dancing toxic in class....err......nvm. but one comment that i can't help but blo git out is that eli can't dance.
tml gonna go dance studio.(:
tml gonna drown in sweat wif my leotard on
hope i wun la shang cos i think i la shang a bit my thigh.
so tml gonna warm up like siao before i torture jialing and florence and myself
lydia rocs. as in. the song. lol.
dunno wad to say........veri kanchiong.
byebyeeee.
oh yea oh yea.
maths i tot i so smart so fast finish. when i slowly check thru then realise i left 3 pages blank. so i rush rush rush do. then found out i got abundance of time left. so i check check check. ok la.
shld be quite ok except maeb for some careless error cos i dun think i did a super thorough check.
so tata.....rmb. vesak badminton;)
dance my life;;
<8.05PM-Mon>


<23/4/05>

tml maths exam. i got myself clear headed about the R.F oredi. so like got nothing to study. but betta do the workbook. haha. cos mr ngiow nvr ask us to touch the workbook. so now i treat it as revision lorh. do some. haha. the key word is SOME. bcos rite. some so easy. nowonder ngiowngiow dun want us to do it.
then i hate those that just have decimals la.-_-;. cos the thing is calculation and not wadeva brains.
anw everytime i wake up early my dad will go "ni you xin shi ah?" like some lameo liddat. hahahahahahaha.
nvm. maeb he'll buy me nice stuff to eat for breakiefast.
i realise i haven't finish wrapping neoprint and putting in my wallet.
later den go wrap. now must chao all the chinese words. cos maths can revise in one hour. chiense you gotta chao down so many words. even yesterday i cheat some words dun chao down also took me one hour for one ke. x_X. later got tuuiey.(tuition) so b yebyee.
dance my life;;
<9.05AM-Sun>


<22/4/05>

HIPHIP HURRAY! HIPHIP HURAY! THREE CHEERS FOR HENRY PARK! HIPHIP HURRAY! HIPHIP HURRAY! HIPHIP! HURRAY!
lol i'ev gone crazy. no no it's not henry park. it's just that my waist when i measure........in cm.....is 68cm! which means it's 24inches! OMGDNESS! when mine was 26inch last time. i was aiming for 25 onlI! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! maeb it's wrong. hahahahaha. cos the measuring tape in cm. and is when i stand straight. anw no one buys pants that fits exactly. and besides i dun wear pants at waist. i wear at hip. HIPHIP HURAY! hiphip!!!1 hurray!
THAT'S THE NETBALL CHEER I HAVE TO DO EVERYTIME WE LOSE OR WIN A NETBALL GAME. IN P5 I DIDN'T DARE DO THE CHEER. DEN P6 I WAS PROFESSIONAL AT LEADING IT.
THREE CHEERS FOR HENRY PARK! HIPHIP! (WHOLE TEAM GOES: HURRAY!) HIPHIP!(WHOLE TEAM GOES:HURRAY!) hIPHIP!(WHOLE TEAM GOES:HURRAY!)
hahahahaha. i am sooooostupid. hahahaha. kanna happy bcos of my waist. i shall aim for a i nvr stand as though i dancing balletalso 24 inch. YEA! you go girl!
btw i've started on my chinese! Hiphip!!!!1Hurray! HIphip! i've got a wound on my hiphip! hURRAY! HAHAAHAHAHA. WADEVAAAAAAAA
dance my life;;
<9.40PM-Sat>



i did nto go for ballet today.):
i am so stupid. so lazy. so unmotivated such that i dunwant to study. so bad. so wadeva. dance so lousily. have so many disgusting wounds.
haix. i dunno why but i dun feel like studying. i've open up the word document. i've taken outm y workbook. but my pen is not moving. maeb bcos i study wif a mechanic pencil usually?
i think my mood is so frustrated partly due to my wounsd. see. i am so worried abt my wounds....every few minutes wad greets my eyes is my wound my wound my wound. such that my mood is totally ruined
nxt i realise another cause of my mood swing is you. yes you. ppl think u're cute and wadeva. i thought so too. you are. you are small size. what can you expect. but then please stop thinking u're the kindest person wif the best and most right moral values in this world can. and stop jumping to conclusions and just stop generalising. OK?!?! i am fed up wif you. seriously.
i dunno why today tears welled up in my eyes 3 times. nono. not bcos of any specific reason or anything....just that i'm totally frizzed up.
though i must admit there are quite nice moments today when i chatted wif ppl. i just need to really dance for once and do some sports. yes. my body needs to be on the move. in primary sch no matter how sick i am no matter how upset i am. there's netball and dance to cheer me up.
right now there's onli soem stupid barre work during dance. stupid barre work without a barre to be precise. not that i'm critcising or wadeva. just that i'm in a bad mood rite now. so dun blame me k.
there's no action. except some stupid cutie generalising and thinking she's so goodie two shoes and wowie while i'm the baddie and wadeva.
she's so irresponsible. hmwk forever not done......basically. wadeva she does is to generalise. "serves him rite for racing for me. haha." "you like always think ppl who race wif you should have retribution lehh". oh WOW. i've onli said that once. and it's meant to be a joke. wad retribution. wadeva. how long have you known me? if you see the total time i've talked to you. it doesn't even add up to 24 hours.
so puhlease. stop trying to escape just by being puny and acting cute can. adn stop thinking you have the best moral values.
if i haven't controlled myself i tell you during sports day i not onli will say DUH. but to whack you up.
i am angry.
but i'm not that stupid and disgusting as to whack ppl. but maeb i am.
i just realised i haven't punched anyone before. i haven't slapped anyone before. i just realized my hands are just so.............underestimated and underused. surprise. i surprise myself. i onli remember last time when we were young we fought wif brothers. now? nothing.
i......feel so.....zibei. the reason i feel zibei is i can't exactly dance like before. like when i was p3. gawd. just let me dance a real dance for once
ms wendy. come up wif a performance or something? something...nice?
haix. a day without ballet does me no good.
i shall go study.
bye.
dance my life;;
<9.16PM-Sat>



haha. after a slp more energetic. wake up uber late. ((: my wound is sooo idiotic. period.
anw.....yue xiang yue qi. HAH! florence still call me to see wad i'm doing now whether i reach nygh oredi or not and tried to explain all the food they're eatin.g -__-; lol. cos i veri jin zhang abt reaching nygh on time wad. so den i veri fast put down the fone. should have ask them to DA BAO FOR ME!!!!1 tsktsk.
hmm...yesterday i dreamt that i was blogging. lking for blogskins on one com and blogging on teh other. x_X; weird dream. hahahaha. dreaming that the light is darn bright from the com.
oh wells.
i wanna play bad again!!! hahahahahaha. oh well. nxt time we play 5 hours k?! the day after labour day. or the day after vesak day.((:
hahaha. sooooo fun. YAYY!!!1
:O tests nxt week. die die die. later betta go chao down all the words from ivle.....den later maths usually i dun even need to revise get full marks. now got k ong. i betta work hard!!!besides proportion has nvr been my best subject.
ok......chinese i hope i still can get 82. actually. i wanna get 85 liao. aim step by step.((: step by step till i reach 90.(: hern hern's gona work hard! kampate!!!
anw tje is arnd 156 155cm there le. oO; oOOOOOOoooooooooooooOOOOOOoooooo. and le en also veri tall niow. around there also.
if i'm not wrong that time go back to henry park we measure leen i staller than karen. karen is not growing at all......
hahaha. receive so many sms all at once. no mich i dunno charmaine's fone number. no leen . i haven't revised yet. but of course -3 is smaller than 5 duh.
and i dunno whether i'll go for ballet today. i think 80 percent of going.....but ......ouch.
dance my life;;
<2.41PM-Sat>


<21/4/05>

sports day. quite good. sry i lazy and tired to blog in detail today arh. i 4.30am wake up. reached harbourfront even before the door is open. reached yiochukang at 6.30am. saw guakhee. met ningjia florence raashie who's late!!!1 naughty! and managed to bump into rachel.
den after that do some stuff......den.....we let sianglin replace ming though afterwards when we wanted to switch back cos we thought even if we ask sianglin replace ming we still wun win. might as well dun hurt ming's feelings. but too late liao.
got into finals. finish finals wif a 6th.
anw after that we circled like fools arnd the sports hall. at last we ask dis old ahpek where's the door how to get in. and florence say. here.-_-; cos the lao ah bek was rite beside the door. x_X.^^;;
anw after that we saw bad ppl inside (badminton) so we went to bishan sports complex. dne we play badminton. ((:
i must say the neoprint and bad experience was veri nice. though ididn't go pastamania wif them cos ir efuse to use their "excuses" to miss dance. den we atke neoprint. ((: hahaha. ok la dis time neoprint. not bad i must say.if i'm not wrong it's the kind of neoprint that may smudge. so i'll wrap it in plastic incase stain my wallet. den em and florence always same place since florence always press me down. hahaha.
i just realize i lk uber tan compared wif the rest of the three. den after that i rush back to nygh for dance and just made it.
i dunno. but.....today dance workshop...hmm. i guess a lot of sec ones dun dare to dance cos seniors are present. cheryl lianghui dance nice. though zephyr say cheryl one veri fake. is use brain not use heart.
at least betta than us rest la. hahahaha.
all the crap about me loving dance. i dunno why. when i feel zibei. i dun think i love dance. bcos u see. i love dance. dance is my life. and i am not dancing. wad has happened to all your performing experiences and stage experience CHUA HERN HERN?!?!?!?!?!
i shall go lian almost everyday during recess in the dance studio then. if i am flexible. at least i'm not that zibei. but the most important thing is still ur zhuang tai and ganjue of course.
i remember last time when ppl ask me wad dance is and wad i feel when i dance all these i'll imeediately say i feel veri happy when i dance. or i let go of all my emotions. i totally forgot about that. until timothy hay ask me why i like dance. i realise. i've been on the wrong track all this long. now. it's time to really love dance.
sometimes i bcum veri zi bei.....haix. i'm the fattest person in the whole world and yet flurry and ninja thinks i have a perfect figure or something. very funny. den i dance so lousily.....but my class ppl think i dance nice.
i think i'm gonna disappoint myself. about dance that is. bcos. i think rite now i've lost the feel for dance. occasionally dis kinda loss comes back. maeb cos we aim too high or aim wrongly. haix. and when dance u like have a aim and not to dance i gues syour'e just not dancing.
dunno. but i feel so....zibei.):
there's a brightpink dot on my head on the neoprint. x_X;
anw i veri tired.....byebye....sooo tired. not that i'm veri sad or anything. haha. just in case youa ll are wondering. i need slp. byeeee.
dance my life;;
<10.12PM-Fri>


<21/4/05>

today many thoughts ran thru mymind......from so many misunderstandings that some ppl....had....without even lking and just like jumping to their conclusions when they dun even noe wad's happening.....to many many stuff.....
i have decided that i love jong and wr. hahahaha. though they're the most irritating ppl in my life....they have been great listeners... and even when i'm sad and they're not there to listen to me talk i can just imagine their prescence can le......
anw bad things just write in sand.....let the wind blow blow blow den no more....gd gd things carve on stone....
anw tml will have sports day. den badminton. den lunch. den neoprint. den dance. i wanted to take neoprint wif florence onli. hahhahaha. den not so squeezy. but nvm lorh. take wif leen and ningjia also will be sooo interesting. esp leen. hahahahahaha.
tml i haev to wake up super uber early to get to yiochukang.boo.
class breakfast was delicious. except that leen kept PIGGING out. as in rly lk like a pig and kp eating karen's brownies and dirty the chair and dun clean up.
today i must admit during lunch i was quite pissed. (beginning of lunch).
today laugh like crazy when we zheng florence. hahahahaha.
jane is my mommy. hahaha. she rly is a motherly figure.
i declare florence as my gooood goood fren. hahahaha.
today had a mars bar. BIG SIN.u will nvr guess how mahy calories that black bar of thing has.tafeln. german for a bar of choclate.
i dun think i've said this so i'll say it now. yesterday during assembly teacher say receive 2 public fone calls about a nanyang girl kissing wif a grey coloured uniform guy. Obviously is NJC. btu the public doesn't noe that. tsktsk. ming can see that she approves of it.-_-;
i mean though majority of us thinks that public is stupid for calling bcos of teh kissing part.they shld noe where to kiss and when to kiss rite. and besides so young.
hahaha. too bad hwachong ppl. hahahahaha. (wad karen said): if it's hwachong jc guy willl they still be so angry? (cos of the article) . hahaha.
oh well.
my mnid is taking over my heart most of the time now. i dunno why....i've alawys had laughs over funny things like crazy nowadays. but nvr.....nvr have i smiled bcos of happiness......a real smile.
nvm. wad i rly want for my birthday present is. the sun. the sand. the sea. the wind. that's all.
anw i am quite lking forward to tml. dunno. bye.
dance my life;;
<4.53PM-Thurs>


<20/4/05>


You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

Peter Pan

81%

Goofy

75%

Sleeping Beauty

63%

The Beast

50%

Pinocchio

50%

Cinderella

44%

Snow White

38%

Ariel

38%

Donald Duck

31%

Cruella De Ville

25%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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occasionally we shld make our thanks in case we just brush by ppl without noticing wad gd things they have done to you. so i'm gonna make a long list. ((;

thanks to:
karen:for being my nice nice fren and calling me to ask me to put antiseptic cream
michelle: for being nice manure gd for fertilliser and taking up my chicken's poo as herself (so welcoming) plus always going out wif me plus being a gd gd fren and tolerate some of my weird weird tempers.
weirong:for being a stupid boy who's as lame as can be but i guess thanks for listening to me and telling me juicy stuff(actually all my frens tell me juicy stuff. hahaha) and basically just being a gd listener. and thanks very much for always suanning me.
ben: for being a great fren. tolerating my tempers...treating me. and getting treats from me. and escape from -UMHEM- together...
jong: tho sometimes u rly veri -_-; but thanks for making me feel waay betta sometimes when my frens dunno scoot until where by letting me noe that you are there....hahaha. and letting me punch you in the com lab last time....
joyeh: for being so nice and everything....so obliging...so supportive.
myke: for being so tolerant and accepting and everything.....like poh-ing me...hahaha...err....just 4 being so veri nice...
florence: for being so farni to bully. hahahaha. and for letting me bish you everytime and twitch twitch my finger everytime....and sorry for sometimes giving you a cold cold lk who ask you to be so rude. hahahahaha.....but thanks for eating veggie wif me every lunch....whee.
ningjia: for being cooperative...
eli: for lending me all your stationeries and stuff and occasionally even standing up for me....
jane: for being a motherly finger..oops. figure....and asking me to wash my wound, help me wash my wound, cook wif me, camp partner wif me, take care of me. thanks mommy
xinkai: for being so cool headed everytime she's arnd me though i noe sometimes i a bit guo fen...hahaha...sorry la. and not forgetting listening to me blabber so much abt not impt things.
yunyi: for being so swt and nice and stuff....((:
luke: for being so shockingly....i dunno. hahaha. accepting? err.obliging. and....just for your attempts in being super nice k. just not used to it.
eliza: for being uber nice during the lifeskills camp.....hahaha. for being so cute...
celene: for being the nicest girl in the world....hahahaha...so guai1....and nice and cooperative and everything...
zephyr: for being so farni. so innocent and naive that i laugh at all ur responses to my comments...
leen: for being such a great fren last year and a great arm rest dis year.....and thanks for ur smses. haha.
raashidah: for toking toking to me even when sometimes my responses so.....bland. like go wif me to j8, wait for me outside G1E...take mrt wif me... etc etc though it's always during the afternoon that i dun tok wif my full heart and stuff..........
ethel: for being so shocked when i scream bcos of my wound....hahahaha.
amanda: for being so jinzhang abt my nice nice wound and so helpful and generous...
grace: for letting me call her gracey wacey and lending me pe shirt.
rachel : for letting me call her rachel hohoho and err.....like mostly when i tok to her is when i have some instructions one... haha...so thanks for err.listening. and thanks for taking my place as track judge on friday!! thanks a millions!
ming: for toking to me abt hci guys and ri guys and sometimes having to push aside ur normally super high pride to listen to me
xiaohui: for calling my mei yao mei. hahahahahahaha. and of course for being so nice and asking me not to do kick boxing together wif them
cheryl: went to wildwild wet wif us and even sacrifice herself to go wif a.....-uhem- shuai uncle. shuai HAHAHAHAHA. err. opposite actually. so thanksthanks thanks k....
sianglin: for thinking so highly of me during the LSC when i am not k. and ya. thanks for being so nice when i dun reciprocate ur nicenesss...
thanks 112 for bearing all my shouts and screams and instructions during camp dance planning...and thanks for doing ur best to dance even though some of u dun like to dance just like i dun like to sing. love ya all. and ya. thanks the whol eof 112 for bearing the sight of my wound everyday cos i show it to you all. hahhaha. to gain pity. :'(. lollllll
basically i think i'm one of the most incooperative one in the whol eof 112 k. so sorry arh! 112! -muackz-
and i think too lengthy. i just wanna thank MANY MANY NYCDERS for being so nice. esp the sec ones. ((:
anw raash u're not the onli one. friday i have practice at 2.30-5.30. i think i still can play badminton wif those two though. ((:
after play one hour go j8 eat lunch(?) take neoprint go back nygh dance dance dance.
anw today make one one veri nice k.....or ONDE ONDE......cos it's sweet potato mix a bti flour onli. not like outside one. all flour. so disgusting.
so today is the first day i enjoyed onde onde.tml morning must rmb to wake up early to bake potatoes.for tml class breakfast.
i shall go ask my mom to buy some nice glutinous flour and those stuff den i make onde onde for them. ((; cos i bet deh wun just finish one batch onli.
aiya. siann.
byeeeeee

dance my life;;
<6.53PM-Wed>


<19/4/05>

today me and suikim died standing for 2h during the finishing judge duty. i shall NOT MOURN OVER IT. except that we were the first to reach, last to leave. and we gotta lug HEAVY STUFF. and stand under the hot sun....and remove tags from smelly bodies.

den i buy her icecream.(:

chenlili nvr cmoe today. hahahaha. well i miss the few hours nvm. cos today deh nvr do anything constructive. hahaha.

gosh... my head suddenly ache.......ouch.

anw.(: i'm still happy. BCOS! my hip injury has a BIG BIG plaster/bandage thingie stuck on it!!!!!! (: big enough to cover the big wound. it's white(my favourite colour) hahahaha........and is like a plaster sorta thing wif bandage. so NOT PAIN when i wear my skirt, dunneed to wear my pants lopsided.... ((: but i forgot to tell liu lao shi i wanted another one for my elbow. so my elbow is still hurting.

today i scream so loud that ethel was scared off her wits bcos she bumped into my elbow. sorry ethel. didn't mean to scream at you. hahahahaha. i was just OWWWWWWWW onli. i nvr blame you. hahahahahaha. cos rly rly veri pain. hahahahaha.

ethel dis kinda person can fight wif ppl physically one so scared of screams. hahaha.

ouch. head still ache.

anw my maid and my mom say i childish. got mehh. not to mention stupid weishen said that too when i just said you cheater bug. -_-;

anw my maid and my mom say i childish cos i veri happy that i got a plaster on my hip. but rly wad. so cute. white one. hahaha. somemore veri nice. somemore not pain. but i put too much cream. hahaha. somemoer yellow cream. so now some melted and went thru the thingie so ppl tot it was seriously infected. hahaha. NO LA!.

den i faster go put sabbaticals as cheerleading and food chem. cheerleading rite me and yunyi was hesitating cos we tot food adventure is funner. which is true. but the reason i just put as cheerleading cos cheerleading make me exercise. budden food adventure all the etiquette, local food...yumyum. hahahaha.

anw i think i shldn't blog anymroe and get on wif my stupid maths journal.

dear archimedes. you are stupid. BYebyeeeee.

oh yea. had veggie for lunch. love veggie now. today suppose to be frutti day. but i told florence i like veggie so we end up eating veggie. den we saw at mixed veg got some ncie stuff so maeb tml we buy from mixed veg instead of local delights. or both. ((: cos we want TOFUUUUUU. potato.....bai cai. kangkong. ladyfinger. curry veg. spinach. cai xin. ((:

dance my life;;
<6.56PM-Tues>


<18/4/05>

booohoohoo. i dunnoe whether to call myself brave, or weak. see...i'll rather be injured seriously den those kinda skin deep wounds......boohooo.

see.....today i runrunrunden my leg stuck inside the drain gap den i trip and fell. as in i slide down la. my hand went infront.....basically i landed on my left size of the body. plus arm.

den i stand up den celene ask whethe ri'm ok den i saw blood on my elbow but i just continue running........

den later ms yeo was like wad happened to you? den i sae i fall. den she go touch. -_-; and say BLOOD!!. and say u infected one or not..... later i get disease. lol. den i say i veri healthy one. den she say u sure? den she wipe it on the leaf and say give it to the leaf then. hahahaha.

den i didn't noe my hip was bleeding though it was super pain la.den onli when i raise my arm up to lead the stretch did xinkai and raash and some others said hern how u fall one? ur hip is bleeding!! den i was like rly?! den i lk.....den :o. blood.

so paink......the rest of the day i gotta inch my way....den how i dance tml wif this kinda hip?!?!?!?!

i shall try to tell chen lili to excuse me from kicks and grand jete.

xiwen wanna change to bmcc!!!!!!!! yayy. liying shall be nice and ask ms wendy whether there's grade 7 class.(:

i just described my wounds to yaoxin to gore him o death.

actually i ask florence come my house stay on thurs.....but her mom say must after 49 days after funeral den can....

anw i've gotten replacement for my track duty oredi!!!!! yayy!!!!!1 but tml is till going for duty. x_X; gd la. escape allt he kicks first.

boohoo. my wound rly veri pain lehh. )):

mrs kuan nvr come today.(;

today did jumps.(:

many ppl went to toilet wif me to wash my wound. i mean wounds. hahaha. i so brave.(:

but yet rite now i so scared to bathe incase it hurts. ):. booooo.

oh yea. btw today modern dance announced their results. i tot it was rly sad and inspiring the part......budden later i tot it was stupid. as in. we noe we are not of brozne calibre. as if bronze is supe rlousy or wad. at first we sympathise wif them. we thought they shld be betta. but it isn't gd that u all dun accept the fact that you all got bronze and say wadeva it's the judges bias or wadeva thign lorh. i mean. even if you all get bronze. u all shld say we got a bronze. but the title doesn't matter. because we know we have done our best. wad we dun deserve the bronze. that kind of thing like veri snobbish and prou dlehh........no offence. but i think maeb ua ll shld rewrite the speech fi you all didn't mean it to be that way......

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<6.40PM-Mon>


<17/4/05>

back from the tuition and finish watching zhenqing. that fattie teacher has gone mad... give us such a long paper and quite difficult one. (though all can solve but mus tthink). so near the end of the paper it's like i feel like i'm drained or something. ya. just dun wanna do liddat. hahaha. ya THAT SERIOUS.

so i dunno why but after i read xinkai's blog i dunno why those in italics seem so..........nice. i dunno how to describe.... but it's so nice to be like her to have someone that great in ur life......

lemme think.....maeb there is someone like that in my life too. (:

hahaha. so florence seem to like the earrings i bought for her. hmm......according to my descriptions la....

later must do wksht 6.2

tml got history. BOO.

i just realized that i have THREE duties while raash(according to her) only have one(but i search the list and did not find her name). at first i tot i have 2 oredi. which is like so many. den i just found out i have THREE

x_X;. oh welllls. that means i'll miss chinese dance prac on tues. ): boohoo. i rly very sad k. i rly lking forward to tuesday's practice........ deh say we tuesday lian one dance.friday lian one dance.....and tuesday i'm not gonna be there. )):nvm. after duty me and suikim whill chong there. (:

friday i dunno whether nygh still haveing full day and cca lehh. cos we going yiochukang stadium lehh.

anw later gonna have loadsa food since my couzz coming.....

i'm gonna eat crabbie crab crab! healthy. no fats. TASTY!

and umm......curry fishhead. tasty. spicy. not healthy. err.....oily. but yet wif omega3.(:

rite now i'm getting influenced by yiyi and the other cd seniors' nicks....all is dai dao shan hua lang man shi, ta cai cong zhong xiao.....

always watching them rpactice.....

hmm.is it now no more sec 4s practicing wif us? or wad arh liying? some of them say until sec 4s nvr coming back......cos stopping mid year or something?

urgh. i do not like her

and only when i come to nygh did i find so many ppl wif a common passion. not interest. and that is dance. rly. i nvr knewthat my passion would grow so much with the others.

i rly hope i can improve in terms of my flexibility, gan3jue2, and of course, ballet......

hmm....tml have sch. for the first time, i'm not saying BOO.(:

! i just heard my uncle come in! and he said he bought..........durians! yayy!!!!!

today is not a day for dieting. (:

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<6.56PM-SUn>


<16/4/05>

it has onli been 28 min and i suddenly sank into slight depression mood........bcos of that and that and maeb that. haix........and yea. that. oh well.i dunno.urgh. WADEVA!!!!!!!!!! nvm. nvm. nvm. forgetttttttttt. my face turning red...actually......turning pink......wif wad i dunno. -_-;. wadeva. but i just went to the toilet and it's pink. like i just exercised or wadeva. urgh. forget it!!!!!1nvm. NVM.

i shall think about nice things.

like.

THAT.

yup. chinese dance.

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<10.34PM-Sat>



went to get florence her present today.....bought my knee support!!white!! didn't wanted skin colour tho it was more practical and betta cos i tot the colour lk super disgusting... though it lks betta if ppl wear it......den after that went bmlb borrow 4 swt valley bks.....den go for ballet.

liying is crazy ask me whether want to do da tiao when i went to bmcc.....when i can't even straighten my legs.

den dance charactertoday.sweat like anything......didnt' rly feel tired though maeb cos i wasn't dancing wif my mind super focused and my body giving all its energy since my leg pain oredi.....

den rush back home to gulp down dinner den went off to orchard for tuition...so tired now.i think is cos of tuition that's why i dun rly rmbr wad happened during ballet......and my leg nwo super itchy.............................all bcos of stupid heatlotion......urgh.ITCH! betta go hunt for the medicine now..... ta......

ok. back after applying medicine........anw i wnat zifang's bottle! hahaha..got dance shoes on it......OKH ballet centre. maeb is hall go there sometime........i want stuff wif dance thingie on it. cos i think it lks superb. except that zeef's bottle i dun like the shape. but otherwise nice! and now i'm hesitating between saving up for that pink colour adidas bottle or that bottle wif the shoes on it. cos if i'm not wrong same price!!!!!!!!!hmm...... i shall buy the one that's cheaper by 10 cent or wadeva. (:-decided-

oh. and i think zifang do mazurka veri nice!(: except that her balance like veri jerky.....like doingdiong doing...hahahaha. so just note that zeef.

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<10.09PM-Sat>


<15/4/05>

ok.liying. HMmm......the sky is unusually DARK today rite? hmm........yes i must say it dark. if u get the hint..............stupid liying made me wait for her for 1 hour and den she left her fone in the dance studio and need to hunt for the key and den get her fone.....

anw during chinese dance onli got sec ones and sec twos and a few sec 4s who came to teach. cos syf ppl still resting. hahahaha. the barre work i do like shit liddat. hahahahahaha. den the kicking o.k...... la. hahahaha. den the da tiao rite. first the seniors do. den later she ask got any sec 1s wanna do.

den i noe how to do la. but i dunwan to do so malu. hahaha.

so yisheng nat and cheryl(or i used to call her bianca's fren) do lorh. hahaha. cheryl super good. but forget to point! yisheng nat also gd.

den later everyoen must do. so......i fell into LIYING"s group. hahahaha. den she teach. but not da tiao . is the front leg must bend, then straighten so that end up as a jete still.

so do do do..k...... straight sometimes.....though got one time i miss the footing and jump dunno wad liddat. hahahahaha. so farni.

den chen lili made me repeat my name a thousand times. hahahahahahaha.

den after that no more cos still not rly official.tuesday friday then start lianing a dance or something i think....

oh yea before da tiao we were made to stand in the wadeva position....hahahaha. last row sec 1s gd sia. hahahahahahaha. lol. wdevaaa. hahahaha. den so farni. cos jac alsod oing the pose where u need to use ur yao........(nobody rly noe). den jac didn't bend enuff. so the teacher stand a distance away from her and say qiao ke li guo lai guo lai! den the jac move towards her. den guo lai! move again.

lol.....she was asking her to bend more towards her......hahahahahaa. make us all laugh like anything....

so den...as liying finally FINISHED lking for her handfone.chenlili came and sadi EH?! why i haven't go home. so den i say i waiting for the stupid piggie pok named NG LIYING.........

den she say ohh.u all together one..den i heard her asking liying to bang1 wo3....and some other things i didn't hear......den liying was like DID YOU HEAR WAd she say?

den i say no.....onli the bang wo part.den she dun wanna tell me. BOO HER. must tell me wad she say liying shld bang me at wad....wad i nto gd in or something den i'll improve mahh......

hahaha......hmm......i have to remember to go tiongbahru to buy present for florence. :O!!!!!!!! i forgot to take my life savings from karen! the 10 dollars!!!!!!!!!!

how to buy prez for flo now?! nvm. i'll borrow money from my mom first.

so den today i help flo paint her....-umhemumhem- HAMSTER tonal bar....hahaha. i came up wif that name. cos so ugly. beige den got one black patch. den some other weirdo patches........

den amanda laugh like anything. hahahaha. so oh well.den before dance we ate the veggie(me and flo) that we bought. end up she onli eat bai cai. and i ate all the other veggie. which rocked. (; today was suppose to be veggie frutti beanie day. but we just ate veggie. hahahhaha. 5 kinds of veggi elehh. veri nice.(:

so ehh.....got another thing to say....nymd got bronze. but i noe they still have done nygh proud. cos dis kinda thing is always unexpected one.....maeb bcos the mr raj squeezed so many steps in until they luan and can't focus on their "gan jue"......

nvm.

GO NYMD! so liddat lo......byebye. and oh yea.

go nycd.(:

AND OH YEA! crescent got gold wif honours for modern danc. well done zifang. and to think she scared she onli get silver. tsktsk.

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<8.19PM-Fri>


<14/4/05>

ok.....read the chainmail shiyu sent me. quite fun. ok.....i described dog as big loyal nice!! and deh say so that's my personality.....(true) hahaha.

i described cat as disgusting...and it says that describes my partner...fine...so my partner's gonna be disgusting......i said rat is cute but smelly.... and it says that describes my enemies...lol. i shall date my enemies then(if they're guys). since they'er cute. hahahaha. den i described the sea as big and majestic.... and it says that will wad my lief will be........like.-_-;

den u gotta see the colours and think of ppl.....so when i see yellow i thought of wr....so it says it's someone i'll nvr forget...quite true... when i see orange i think of karen...it says that means is my true fren....quite true too.(though i have a lot of other good good frens too.....) when i saw red i dunno why i thought of leen maeb cos she's a tomato and she say she likes red.....and it says it's someone i love....x_X; i dun love le en. hahaha...den when i saw white it ot of michael.....and it says wad it's my TWIN Soul or wadeva.....maeb cos he's gemini too......hahaha.

and when i saw green i tot of joyeh and jong at the same time....and deh say green is someone that i'll remember for the rest of my life....

hahahaha......o.k.....

anw today on 61 the 61 stop at the traffic light and i saw shiyu walking across the road! then we wave! hahahahaha.(:

today sch ws o.k......surprisingly i got 17/20 for compo. hahaha. improve by 7 marks from the last compre. ohh. btw it's compre. i lazy to change the compo word to compree......

after SMO went to popular for fun....meet florence.went over to HCI to support xinkai.....WOOTS! xinkai either got 1st or 2nd! yayyY! trackers just rock at running.

we saw hci swimmers wearing red trunks......x_X;

and we laughed(me florence and quinsa) like hell whiel we watch the javelin throwers again. hahahahaha. we commented like as though we darn pro liddat. den got one super lousy and we were criticising.... den i was saying oops...i throw half of that distance........and we laugh....hahahaha.

den i bought ice cream.....ate 3 bars fo kinderbueno in total.gave one bar to florence.....tsktsk. i'm gonna be real fat. hahahahaha. but dis week i just felt like indulging.(: hahahaha. so ate chocolate chip block of icecream wif bread that i bought outside HCI which i was intending to share wif flo....

but flo decided that she did not want to be tempted......so i happily lick lick lick bitebite bite all the way we march into hci....hahahaha i can recognise xinkai from AFAR. hahaha. from the way she put her hand onto her hips....the way she walk especially. TSKTSK. today we forced her to walk straight.

anw it's veri fun la. hahahahahaha. tml have chinese dance..yiyi came to inform me to inform zephyr but i didn't. ^^. shall inform later on. tata........

i want to go support amanda and yunyi. no. 1 i feel it my duty to do so as a pe rep. no.2 it's fun cos i love watching or doing sports. no. 3 it's fun. no.4 yunyi lks professional. no.5 amanda though isn't professional has loadsa talent.but ohh....maeb cannot. tuesday got CCA> BOO. 22nd i have to miss cca for heats......

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<7.45PM-Thurs>


<13/4/05>

i had ONE WHOLE papaya. and 4 apples today. for supper. and for after dinner. x_X.

i dunnow hy but i'm so nervous for the md ppl.....veri veri nervous.....not as nervous as i am for chinese dance results la... cos whens uikim gets nervous i dunnow hy i get even more nervous......

hope md get the medal they're aiming for...(GWH or G1!!!!!!)

i nvr say hope md get GWH cos rite.....i veri scared after wad cheryl told me....concert band ppl cry when they get a gold lehh..... cos they were CRAVINg a lot for the gwh la..........aiya......but i noe md sure get veri good results and do NY PROUD!!!!!1(:(:(:

lit review.....how am i suppose to do one......haix.....oh well. wadeva........

from now on.....i'm gonna eat a very full breakfast(it makes me feel great for the rest of the day) no lunch no recess notea break esp NOT WIF RAASH at junction 8.....hahahaha......(today wif her i ate one burger and shared fries) and just one nice ok ok dinner that stop me from eating supper

yayy..............last time is mosquito biute me. now guess wad. ants love biting my feet. x_X.

haix.....i forget wad i wanna say lehh. oh well. betta get down to work. x_X;

when will i be brave enough to open up my mouth.........

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<9.37PM-Wed>



I AM SO JEALOUS OF KAREN"S TAN. period.

i think ibasically flunked german test.

and i'm still jealou sof karen's tan.

and i've begain nagging at jialing about the siyu's matter. omgdness i sound so stupid. but it's true la. it's just my own most inner thoughts lorh. hope deh dun mind. i mean though siyu rly quitei rritating but there's no need to like dao her or treat her badly or anything. at most like dun make conversation wif her la. i mean but if she come and make conversation to you just politely answer a bit lorh.....

nanyang sec 1 dance is as a whoel if not the whole chinese dance society....if the sec 1 dancers have so many different CLOSED up cliques how to be united and put up a dance successfully la. besides cca is to make gd frens mahh. maeb i dun understand since i'm not in siyu's class but seriously i also noe wad are some of siyu's bad points mahh.....

aiya basically i dun think coreen they all shld just hang out in their closed up clique. it's so......snobbish. no coreen. u like to look dao doesn't mean u have to be dao u noe.

so just hope ny sec 1 dancers can unite more......

anw today hmecons lesson so fun! yayy! we're sticking wif mrs lee for both practical and theory. phew. no fierce ms wong.

theory on carbo. suppose to be plain theory onli if wif ms wong. but we turned out cooking no seasoning no msg maggee mee noodles wif meet wif no fat plus fresh veggie plus button mushrooms and baked rice! using leftovers! so cool la.......hahaha.

and hmm...who wanna join salsa? tell me....whee. den i tell charmaine. hahahahaha. like u interested la. not confirm yet though. wan? i'm gonna drag ben into it.....hahahaha....maeb jong all these...hahaha. cos i feel comfortable holding their hands. or actually. grabbing. HAHAHA btw both of them lktood tood one. hahahah. HAHAHA.

oh well........i betta end first.and wish me gd luck NOW.byeeeee

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<6.54Pm-Wed>


<12/4/05>

am i exhuasted or am i refreshed. anything.but i just had a nap and a bath........and i'm still a bit gong gong now but i feel great bcos of the nap.... but still can sense lethargy. later have to get down to german....><

btw long Di was so lousy k..........i was surprised i wasn't last even. cos the stupid chocolate me and florence ate today rite.....cause my throat to rly like HEAT UP and burn during the heats lorh. but nvm la. also bcos i veri long nvr train. ^^;;. hahaha......oh well.....

ming so fast! yayy! if i'm not wrong she's 1st, otherwise 3rd. anyway....she will get past the heats and do us proud! (she was darn nervous before the heats and was very keen no winning and i was busy asking her to relax (cos i dun wanna be bombarded wif questions) and she kp asking me CANNOT BE LIDDAT! MUST AIM TO BE FIRST!-_-.)

quinnie and skinny monkey nvr get in for long jumps........aiya.nvm. (: just like louisa's late. it's not for the trophy it's for the race!!!!1

anw i betta get down to work liao...hwachong institution the track veri nice...but i was darn hot doing duty lorh....

the judo ppl super noisy lehh. tsk. they chant the judo stuff also louder than whole nanyang cheer. how arh. hahahaha. track meet still wanan compete who louder.>.<

aiya. sometimes raash is rly quite irritating lorh. today i ALMOST blew my top la. but seriously....i rly rly hate act cute ppl and stuff and i told her that but she happily told me she like act cute stuff.....i have no right to say no u shldn't rite. -_-; but seriously.....i think act cute is pure spast.

aiya. mass dance do somet stupid kick boxing. -_-; stupid. seriously stupid stoooooooopeeeeed. hahahaha. oh well. is MDM TYE PURELY SUPER FAT OR PREGNANT?!?!?!

me and suikim were so nervous waiting for the chinese dance results.

we didn't win much......except that nanhua got a gold......and we got a ...

HONOURS!!

HAHAHA!!!!!! go nycd! you all deserve every bit of it after ur HARD WORK!!!!1 wooooooooots!

and dis is for marianne....do ur best at MD TOMORROW! NYMD! do us PROUD

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<9.09PM-Tues>


<11/4/05>

hahahahahaha. just now too lazy. so now blog more. lol. huitian is nice....hahahaha. atleast from how i tok to her online and thru sms.... tml must be student helper.i got two student helper duties. TSK> on the days that i have heats. TSKTSK

lol..........so tml i'm meeting them to go over to hwachong......to runmyself to death. last time i will be confident to finish 1500m in 5 min.... but now i too lousy liao.

oh well. nvm. (: i'll see whether there are any gd lking ones over there. hahahahahaha. "over there" is not a term i used. excuse me. hahahahaha. it's wad the student councillors describe. and the teachers,-umhem- use ACROSS THE ROAD to describe. -_-;;

wad nxt time when you all go across the road........-_-;

wad kinda teachers tok abt dis kinda thing. TSKTSK! BU LIANG JIAO YU! TSKTSK! hahaha. i've fallen in love wif the jacket.....lol..

oh yea.. but i still feel like panadol and bubblegum in it.....but luckily i've fallen in love wif pink and white oredi.........so nvm.. hahahaha.

finish piano i play like shit liddat waste one lesson but aiya...why must let me play a piece i dun like lehh........can't they let me play that deng deng deng piece..... hahahahaha. sorry la...forget the name......hahahahahahaha it's a darn famous peice though. just can't recall rite now.....the deng deng deng deng! deng deng deng! deng deng, deng deng deng deng deng deng deng deng deng.............hahahahahahaha. (:

ohw ell. i'm being toodie. wrong. toodish. byeeeeeeeeeeeeee. nycd. u rock my lifeeeeeeee.(:

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<7.34PM-Mon>



omgdness we were like so GREAT!!!!!! HAHAHAHA! ME AND ZEPHYR WERE like soooooooo jinzhang and so touhed when we witnessed nycd's AMAZING performance on stage!!!!!!!! wheeeee!!!!!!!!!WE GOT THE LOUDEST CLAPS. hahahaha.

basically. they were superb today.

btw today all nycd members became panadol. hahahaha. i got the my favourite shade of pink! hahahahaha. that's the colour of our jacket. veri nice! but i tot like suddenly out of all the ccas all the black blue white jackets suddenly pink liddat. hahahaha. darn noticeable.

aiya i lazy to blog.byebye.

oh yea. we told ms ow. so byebye.

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<5.28PM-Mon>


<10/4/05>

after reading xinkai's blog entry i became veri sad....tears are welling up......but i'm not gonna let them roll ..... somehow......somehow......i just can't let my tears flow...

omgdness........i just wanna say that, flo, i love you k? so be strong.....humans are just so complicated........nvm.

flo...i don't know what to say.....but, ur sch work and stuff i'll help u settle so dun worry over it......and pull urself together. sui ran ni hui wei zi ji de tong shi er gan dao tong xin, dan wo men ying gai zhen zuo qi lai, bu guan shi you duo me de jian nan, yin wei, hai you xu duo ren xu yao wo men de bang zhu, er zhi you zai ci de pa qi lai, wo men cai hui geng jia de yong gan, jian qiang, cai neng qi dai zhe ming tian de shu guan dao lai. yin wei zi ji de tong shi, wo men geng ming bai ta ren de wu zhu yu xu yao, er wo men bian geng yin gai jin wo men de suo neng bang zhu ta men, sui zhe ke neng bei shi wei shang tong de yi zhong ma zui, dan wo men he bu xiang xiang, zai ta ren de kuai le zhong, xun zhao ling yi zhong wu qiong de kuai le yu xing fu ne?

taht is why mark ask me not to be so involved.....but i ams till trying to pack in more voluntary work into my june schedule..... i'm beginning to think, that every one of my holidays, will be involved in voluntary work.

if not for myself, it's for all the world vision kids out there......if not for them....it's for flo's dad.

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<10.37PM-Sun>



just back from dinner after qingming......btw i finished the eng thingie before i go for qingming....see...i so on task.(:

anw xinkai if u're reading this i dun think we shld put the rainbwo thingie. it' sjust reminding flo of her dad's death. it is not a gd thing to do lor.

anw isaac is so naughty when he's tired. tsk. and haix. brb for a while.....

back. anw. i am again emotionally drained. no. 1 i rly disapprove of that rainbow thingie unless someone persuades me. we shld help in a constructive manner helping her to cheerup and all and not just remind her la......

no.2 stupid isaac is too stupid.

urgh. forget it la.........

i forget wad i want to say le....but oh just forget it.

nycd. go. you. can. do it. ahhhhh. i'm so nervous for them. but i noe it's oredi the best. tml i'm gonna watch it. (:

yayy....NANYANG! nanyang....nygh. nycd...u rock no matter wad..

but yoohoo. tml getting the jacket le

and yea. u noe last time i dun rly think veri veri well of xinkai. but now i rly think that xinkai is a veri nice person....has a very kind heart lo. i dunno how to explain la. though maeb sometimes i dun like her style of showing la, budden i still think she's a veri kind and nice person.(:

an excellent class deserve to have an excellent monitress.

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<9.08am-Sun>



later must go for qiing1ming2......luckily yesterday night i finished the zuowen oredi.....and the paired work triplet work thingie.....

later before i go for qingming i must finish my individual preferred learnign styles thingie first...........den if still got time go get a calculator to calculate those stupid sums. x_X; seriously stupid one lehh. hahahas.......den download notes from SMO ivle again those that i lost.... actually smo i think i'm getting on the pace oredi...haha.just need to revise a bit....

tml is syf....nycd....you will do us proud.....omgdness.i'm getting nervous for them.....

anw yiyi said she got her dance jacket le....which means we will get ours on friday! she say it's pink pink and more pink.... oO. i've actually nvr seen a cca jacket that ispink....lol. gonna be quite nice it hink.....wif the nanyang WU thingie there......(:

i'm trying to imagine it now...............hmm..

aiya...xinkai. u are veri flex. i just realized i'm the most super super super inflex person in this world... see...i thinking so carefully that i notice that the fullstop an't circles. but squares. (: whee. small square . . . lol. ok. i'm obsessed wif fullstops.commas aren't a straight line nor that cirly wirly thing.....it's a crooked line,,,,,,, lk like inverted lightning.....

see arh the reason i say i'm chao inflex is cos jialing at first not as flex as me now she veri flex le....and yisheng(who's a chao flex person) can catch her leg and stuff......natalie though not say veri flex but can catch her pang tui......(both yisheng and nat is pang tui....) the onli thing they say and i think i'm flex is my yao.....but zephyr yao also good wad...and my left leg damn lan......den yesterday my side split like so lousy....

oh well.....i shall work HARDER!. maeb i shall take salsa at jitterbugs nxt time....144 bucks for 8 lessons isn't cheap...... at my cc ballet 90 dollars for 3 months...that's bcos bmcc is ultra cheap la but still..................

so now i'm just gonna kp my yao as the flexiest first.so i'm gonn aim for my head to touch my back leg......oh yea. and got dis person bianca's fren is chao chao flex. like yisheng liddat. maeb even betta....but she doesn't lk like she can dance...but i think she can.....

oh well.....let's just hope my ganjue will be gd lo(:. and all my tuis improve......

i seriously think i'm chao lousy......

aiya...betta get down to the individual thingie le..byeee.

oh yea......and the thing is that i think myself veri lousy is when i'm training rite.....at home i dun feel any pain lo.which i think explains why i nvr improve....and maeb is bcos i dun have the willpower.....but in the studio i can lehh.hmmph.....

dance my life;;
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ok. i have looooooooooads to blog about today. u all shld noe that saturday is mainly called the "ballet entry". LOLll. anw if i'm patient enuff to go thru all the nice and memorable events today..